Thank you all for your prayers. I had a wonderful trip to San Antonio. John and Mandy took good care of me. Anaiah tried sleeping with me the first night but I coughed so much and I was afraid I would wake her up so I didn’t sleep. So, after that the routine was- I Read more

  Right before Christmas I had a lovely trip to the Columbia River Gorge with Dave and Hope and Hazel. We saw waterfalls so full that they were exploding downwards spraying all beings near and far with an energy that just had to go somewhere! We spent one night in Hood River at a hotel Read more

You might be able to call this update: “Messages from Michael” What is that anyway? That voice in my head that is so encouraging. When I share these messages in a grief group – it depends which one- they don’t roll their eyes, but it feels like they want to, they are just holding back. Read more

Hello friends and family! I hope you have a good Thanksgiving and Holiday season. My last update was pretty comprehensive (and a lot). Things have slowed down considerably in accordance with the oncoming winter season. Leaves have dropped here in Eugene, but the evergreens keep their lovely emerald sheen. One of my support groups recommended Read more

My Eugene Garden Coach – allowed me to help him make my backyard more beautiful, adding in some of my favorite plants and others that will have different colors and textures throughout the seasons! Plants now soften the hard fenced edges and as they grow they will cover some of the sharp-edged large new apartment Read more

In the last update I mentioned finding Michael’s flip flops on my porch and starting to sob. Well, a couple weeks later I decided to wash them off and put them on. And Lo and Behold, they fit! I decided it was a message from Michael that he did not leave shoes too big for Read more

Hello my friends! My pneumonia improved and resolved quickly thanks to antibiotics and qigong practice. Thankful. Grief comes over me in waves, sometimes coming to the surface bringing tears and the desire to throw some kind of tantrum.  Then it subsides, lurking in the subconsciousness, a low vibration. This has led to sessions of desperate Read more